Backstabbers Spotted!!!

Somehow, before i started working, i had this naive thought that friends are those who will always support you at all times. But ever since i started working after my 'O'-levels, i discovered that my thought had sabotaged me. I was stabbed in the back all the time and was unable to get a pay raise while the others had their pay raised fast. That was the time when i started to believe that the world is too hideous for me to know. I quitted the job knowing that i was backstabbed for the 6 months i had been working there.

Soon, i was in poly and i met another new group of friends. They let me feel that i should start believing in friends again. BUT, after a while, i met backstabbers again. How come my life is full of backstabbers? I really wonder if i am meant to be backstabbed. I dislike backstabbing others, but when i knew of others backstabbing me, i have this urge to backstab them back. I consider this as retaliation. But i have a conscience of not doing so as it makes me part of them.

But i have friends who are very supportive of me. I really appreciate their efforts and support. Really...a very BIG thanks to you guys who walked me through the dark moments and giving me support all the way. I will make sure your efforts will not go down to the drains. I will stand firm to my ways of life and will turn around and fight these backstabbers. No matter whether it is political or what-so-ever...i will FIGHT!